typing stuff is a lot of work
i usually like writing blog posts
but recently i've felt extremely tired.
i feel like my life is currently defined by two things
a constant lack of energy, exhaustion
and a constant restlessness and yearning to do more
my restlessness is probably what feeds my exhaustion.
when it's late in the night, i am unable to accept that the day is over
if i wanted to change my life, i would have to accept my own exhaustion
and i would have to rest
it's a change i'm slowly deciding to make.